Friday, July 5, 2013

A Mama Moment....with Kenton July 3, 2013


A Mama Moment……..with Kenton
 

I love that we have a deck out back large enough to feel like a room.  Because, what it provides is an open opportunity to go outside by one’s self to reflect and think and grow…beyond the crazy-business of life inside our home.  When I was growing up, I could walk to the pond.  For my children, their “get-away” is the deck surrounding the pool.  Not as organic as mine, but serving the purpose just as well.  I truly believe we all need a place where we can go…and do…and be…..to think, to dream, to change. 

On this particular day, I was out reading, which I am oft to do when weather permits…and, my son Kenton joined me.

I have learned with Kenton to just “be still”…..when he is ready, he will talk.  When he is finished being ready, he will stop talking.   

But, the moments in-between are precious to my heart. 

Kenton is growing. 

He is searching, thinking, delving and becoming. 

It is my humble privilege to have a front row seat to watching him. 

On this day, he joined me on the deck…… 

”Mama….I’ve been thinking” 

Pause….. 

And, he goes on to share his thoughts….about life, about high school, college, the military…girls…etc. 
 
A LOT of words for a young man who typically few of words....

Deep thoughts, not so deep thoughts, forward-thinking thoughts…thoughts of his past. 

Things I hold sacred….between mother and son

Things I hold in gratitude….that he would be willing to share 

Silly things, funny things, immature things, manly things….. 

Little insights into his heart….. 

I wrap our conversations around my heart like a blanket and am grateful….


 

……may I never miss a single one

 

 

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