If It is Monday, It is Mama…..Week 1, Junior Year 

“This past month I have prayed for strength and the ability to cling to hope. This next month, I will be praying to have unconditional faith in God, and patience.”    ~Madison McKenzie

When a mother has cause to catch a glimpse into her daughter’s prayer life, it is a Holy opportunity.  When that daughter is specific in her prayer life, you know the goodness of God.  

And, so thus I was blessed to read the prayer matters of my 22 year old daughter this past weekend.  Included in pink above, I was moved to my knees in gratefulness that I have a daughter who prays not only in her heart but also in black and white.  I believe what you write, you are more likely to achieve. 

So, as I make this page 476 of my lengthy, three-year letter to Madison, “If It Is Monday, It is Mama”, I am humbled…and grateful to have a praying daughter.

Sis, 

It is Monday.  You worked a long, 13 hour night shift at ESH and then traveled on to Richmond to attend your first class of your Junior year at my Alma Mata.  Your text to me in the day’s early hour to let me know you were on your way to campus was a gift to my morning.  By sharing with me your leaving time, I was able to stop what I was doing and pray for your travel safety, that God would give you a reprieve from the fatigue of no sleep and that he would bless your day.  Thank you for sharing your life with me…I am just certain you texted me prior to drivingJ

You and I have been blessed to pray much together, I guess we knew we needed the covering of prayer…and, it has worked.  God has been faithful to keep His hand on us these past 50 and 22 years. 

It is true that when a mother births a child, she has dreams and wishes in her heart of just how that child would grow…I was no exception.  But, very quickly I learned….my image of what you should be was not always in line with what God’s will for you would be.

I wished for you an easy, uncomplicated, simple life.  I wished for mostly happy and fun time with very few challenges.  I wished that joy and peace and love would blanket your heart and keep it safe from ever being hurt or sad or disappointed.  From day nine….April 19^th of your life, it was clear that God had other plans for you….plans to make you strong and independent and sage.  Plans to have a heart too tender and a soul very gentle.

I was not prepared. 

I was not prepared to raise a daughter whose tenderness was so vast that she would get swallowed by life unless she had strong parents to continually lead her back to God and in a Godly way. 

But, God was. 

And, because He was, you are where you are today…on the cuff of starting your life in service to Him.  You work hard, you play hard (sometimes in ways I do not understand) and you love hard. 

Are you perfect?  No

Are you finished?  No

Are you clearly Gods?

Yes…oh yes 

It is a privilege and honor to be your mother.  It is a privilege to watch you move through your life ever learning, sometimes falling, but always picking yourself back up and getting back on the path God has for you.

Grateful I am that God, who knew you before you were born, has a plan…to prosper you and not harm you, to walk beside you and guide you along. 

Grateful I am that you understand that following Him will make “all the difference”…. 

So, as you set off for your first day of classes, this your Junior year, know how grateful I am that you have this opportunity.

As Poppy always says, “Go forth….and do good”…. 

Blessings upon blessings my sweet daughter,

ILYAOYMC, 

Mama